[ Ellie sits there a while, unmoving and not able to make a change to that. She feels Matthew's touch, but she doesn't react to it. There's a long time that she's stuck in that memory, wishing she could go back and do something but reminding herself that she was a fucking baby. ]
[ The crying goes on for a while... Ten minutes or so. But when reality settles in again, the tears finally stop. She sniffles, hands furiously rubbing at her eyes. And she forces a laugh. ]
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[ The crying goes on for a while... Ten minutes or so. But when reality settles in again, the tears finally stop. She sniffles, hands furiously rubbing at her eyes. And she forces a laugh. ]
Oh my god, this is so fucked up.
[ That's all she can say. ]